Confirmations

She Wanted it to just be over,done like it never happened, and it kind of feels like it never did. I mean 5 years of my life were spent with her. If you are reading this you are searching for a confirmation and most people will tell you there is no answer but that is not true. You can find confirmation. Everything they do is calculated so there is a why or a reason to everything. I don’t know about you but scenarios will pop into my head and I will immediately flashback to that specific place my mind takes me to. I will think this is why, she was a sociopath. That is your answer, your confirmation. Why? Because they are disordered. We cannot begin to understand that. I wouldn’t waste my time on someone, only to manipulate and hurt them. It is a waste of time.

For example, she MADE me buy her a ring. A normal relationship one person waits and the other proposes and it happens naturally. That didn’t happen here. That is confirmation.

I cannot explain how hurt I am. I cannot explain what happened. What I do know is she is a sociopath and she messed me up. I cannot get over every little sign and thing she did that should have been a huge red flag. I cannot for the life of me realize why I stayed. The next stage….why did I stay? Is there something wrong with me or was it all her? What about me attracted her? If these posts help one person I am that much closer to happiness. I cannot thank all of the people who have written about this enough. It has helped me tremendously.