Sunday, June 29, 2014

Life after Sociopath

So here I am.....I don't trust anybody..........I have no faith......how am I going to get where I want to be?

I want to have kids, I want to find my life partner. How can this happen? I am a mess.

Why is it so hard to find someone that will love me the way I love them or do I just love too deeply. Its so philosophical but when you think about  love in that way its hard to determine who as really loved you and what love is. It is different to each person by definition.

I want to be my old self. I want no addictions. More than anything I just want someone to care and to treat me how they want to be treated.

2 comments:

  1. I always think "this to shall pass"
    If you have a good heart then good things will find you.
    Don't give up

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  2. Thanks Stelly! I would like to think so too! Thanks for reading :)

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